This has been a very difficult week for me. I have fallen behind with the homework and readings due to being out of town. I have been proud of my self for the readings that I have been able to accomplish although it has not been consistent. I think the hardest part for me is due to the fact that my work schedule is odd hours being a baker, I usually am not able to watch the webinars until Tuesday morning then constantly playing catch up through out the week. I usually take my readings a few days later to compensate for the lost time. This week I have felt alone, with not being available to be on any of the live webinars or calls I truthfully have felt lost and alone through this and not sure where to start…..I have stated a few times this week that I want to drop out, it’s not easy to swallow. I don’t like failing, or giving up, and not to sure what the right path is because I am overwhelmed with the stress and thought of all this work that I am behind on. So I have now purposely put everything on hold to regroup my thoughts.